Thoughts concerning "love"
Love is one of the most ubiquitous and steadily present aspects of life. Since mankind is able to think, talk and write, people reflect on this topic. Art (poetry, music, painting, etc.), philosophy, psychology and many more "institutions" try to capture and describe what kind of phenomenon love is - an approach that is condemned to fail, from my point of view. Love is a too great "thing" to be fully and sufficiently analysed using words. Probably the attempt that gets the closest to reality is poetry with its sophisticated methods to trigger emotions and create atmospheres, because love is most of all exactly that: an emotion, a "mood", an atmosphere that cannot be grabbed or held. However, certainly love has a down-to-earth daily life dimension when it comes to human relationships (no matter if coupleships, family love, friendships to a certain extend, etc.). Conducting a partnership succeeds or fails with the viewpoints of the loving person about what love is, no matter if consciously or subconsciously. Therefore, I would like to try to describe my ideas on love from a philosophical point of view with little impacts of psychology and a huge impact of my own real-life-experiences. As sources of inspiration I can name Erich Fromm's famous book "The Art of loving", Stendhal's "On love" ("De l'amour") with its model of crystallisation in a 6-stage process, and the whole Buddhist philosophy with its consequences and ideas on daily life conduct.
Recall: All is one. Everything is connected. Nothing has a higher intrinsic value than anything else in the universe. And: the basic law of all existence is that of cause and effect: every incident causes a reaction that keeps reality in its equilibrium, which also implies that nothing is eternally constant but everything is undergoing change. As stated elsewhere I believe that this equilibrium itself, the constant heading for harmony on all levels of existence (material, spiritual, etc.) can be called "love". This meets the Buddhist idea of "love as the basic principle of all being in the world". This includes love relationships between people, of course. But how does this monistic, holistic, naturalistic worldview reveal any useful idea of what love is (or might be)? It needs a few more "general" elements of life conduct to bridge the abstract philosophy and the daily life behaviour (for example as a partner in a coupleship). First of all, the most obvious (and my favourite) conclusion from this understanding of the world is the "here-and-now" approach. Life always takes place here and now. We only have this moment. Time is just a concept, place is always relative. We (an assembly of sophisticated molecules that are arranged in a way that we have abilities to act and to think, opening the "mental sphere") are a tiny element in the world fabric, having our place in it. Too often we take ourselves too important in it, separate ourselves from the rest and fall victim of illusions by the three "poisons of the mind", ignorance, attachment and resistance. If, idealistically, we succeed in living constantly in the here-and-now, it had a deep impact on our understanding of love and our relationships, as I will explain in detail soon.
It seems to me at this place it requires a very non-romantic but scientific section: Why do we feel love from a biological point of view? The answer is no surprise: it is the outcome of evolutionary pressure. Everything that supports the survival of a species has an advantage compared to those individuals within that species that don't have that feature. Simply said: when a female and a male individual of a species have a baby (a "next generation") and they take care of it together in cooperation, the baby has a higher chance to survive, learn, make its living and later have its own baby (a "next next generation") compared to a baby that is born by a couple that does not take sufficient care. Therefore, any kind of phenomenon that makes the parents stick together after generating a new generation is supported (given to the following generation, spreading, displacing those who do not have this property). For some species such an aspect might be the visual attraction, or a smell, or any other trigger of a cognitive sense (for example the elephant bull sticking to his cow because of her wonderfully curved body...). Since even the early mankind had a wide set of emotions, establishing a mechanism on this level was obviously very powerful: man and woman sticking together because they feel that they want to. Very smart of Nature! (I hope you know that I say this for fun and with my worldview can NEVER say something like this seriously! An entity like Nature can never have a property like "smartness"! However, in human language we might be allowed to call evolutionary processes "smart"...) What do we learn from it? Most people have the "instinct" that it is "good" to be faithful, to make a relationship last long (or even forever), or to have only one partner, and that it is "bad" to leave a mother with her child alone, to cheat or to "play" with a partner. We feel excited when we are "falling in love", and comfortable and secure in a stable and long-lasting relationship, taking it as an ideal. I don't know anybody who doubts these ideals. Everybody needs and wants love. Yet, the reality looks different: couples break up often, even married couples get divorced, partners fight and hurt each other, have "love affairs", betray, or suffer from boredom after a while. Therefore, the main question is not "Is there endless or perfect love?" but "How do we succeed in establishing endless perfect love?". We can take for granted that there is love since it is something we want. The much more important reflection is on what we have to do (or what kind of idea we should have) to have a "successful" (= long-lasting, harmonic, joyful) relationship.
Let me make a bold statement: Most people love conditionally. Especially in modern times (since about 50-60 years) we treat love as something we "have" or not, as something that gives me some kind of profit (benefits, joy, sex,...) or not, as a "thing". We weigh benefits and disadvantages, we evaluate potential partners and change the partner when we believe we found a better one. The viewpoint that love is "giving and taking" is put into an economic framework that is drawing up the balance sheet and taking this as the measure for the quality of the relationship and not the act of giving and taking itself. In a society that is more and more used to fill up every day with pleasure and fun, that shows severe hedonistic symptoms, love must serve a purpose: the quick and easy fulfilment of the endless seek for pleasure. In a money-oriented world it even seems to be possible to "buy" love or (even though not necessarily with money) can be induced by certain ways (for example online dating or match-making institutes). I believe that the reason for a dramatically increasing divorce rate, for so many frustrated people who lost the belief in "true love", for so much sadness about failed relationships, can be found in exactly these approaches of love. To me it is obvious that people "suffer" from their attachments, sticking to pleasure, excitement and a too huge self. And exactly here I see the chance to intervene: When we know about our suffering and accept it, we can apply methods to overcome it. No matter how it is achieved, the ultimate goal should be to sharpen the awareness for those situations and moments in which we fall victim of illusions, to identify and resolve "dualisms" that separate the whole world into single independent entities (like "here is me, there is you, there is love, there is the problem"), and to practice a lifestyle that is "in this moment", here and now, at all moments. How can it help to reach the goal of a "successful partnership"? It might be helpful to do a very simple little experiment: sit back and reflect on what must be given right in this moment to ensure that you are still alive in the next moment? Besides some basic safety issues (there is no natural catastrophe, no nuclear war, and the house you sit in doesn't collapse) and given the case you are more or less healthy (and not dependent on machines that keep you alive) I guess you find only one thing: you have to keep breathing. From time to time you might have to eat something, and even fewer times you need to rest (sleep); both are required to balance your energy consumption that keeps your organism running. But first of all, in almost every moment of your life, you need to keep breathing. And that's it. You don't need money, you don't need a TV, you don't need fancy clothes or cosmetics, you don't need fame or attention or honour. All these things might comfort your life, or might make it more convenient, but after all they are not necessary. How about thoughts and emotions? They truly dominate our life since we can never stop thinking (at least not without a lot of practice) and we (hopefully) never stop having feelings. However, it is mainly these thoughts and feelings that usually distract us from the here-and-now. Regrets, grief, sadness and frustration draw us into the past whereas fears, sorrows and doubts keep us busy with the future. Education, experiences, behaviour and thought patterns link us strongly to the past while expectations, hopes, desires and visions make us believe in the future. This goes for both negative and positive thoughts and emotions. Even happiness is often a past- or future-related attachment (we miss happy moments from the past, or we get stuck in the belief that we need something particular as the only way to be happy in the future). I believe that living in past and future rather than in this moment leads to most of the problems that occur in a relationship. The mentioned "economic" approach of love has its origin in always thinking of "tomorrow" ("Will I still be happy with this partner tomorrow?", "Will I always get what I need and want?"). The loss of belief in true love is heavily caused by aspects of the past (bad experiences with former partners, divorced parents, a lack of "love ability" caused by an environment with insufficient love abilities, etc.). Partners betray and have love affairs because they seek for short term pleasure satisfaction and believe to find it somewhere outside their partnership - another idea "in the future". Also the expectation that the partner is always beautiful, always smart, always lovely and attractive is an unrealistic future-directed idea. This kind of love is condemned to be "conditional" and people who love like this will of course never experience "true and endless love". The "problem" is the fact of constant change (as mentioned above): as soon as we have a condition for love (like "I love you when you love me in return!", or "I love you because you look pretty, because you are smart, because you have a PhD degree, because because because...") the love is threatened to disappear because the condition might change. Every partner WILL change, this is guaranteed! When we try to fix something flexible, or when we try to push something constantly changing into a shape, it will break sooner or later or try to escape. The attachment to past and future denies that love is flexible and can only be caught in its momentary state right in this moment. In the next moment it must be caught again, maybe with a different method, because it will be different again. As soon as we try to grab it and keep it, it looses its value, like a beautiful flower we unplug from the soil will die uprooted.
What does "love in the here-and-now" practically mean? Let's assume the "normal" way of forming and actively conducting a partnership and its stages. Some people are lucky and find their partner by one or the other way in their daily life, maybe at the workplace, while doing the hobby, or introduced (intentionally or not) by a friend or family member. Others "search" for a partner, usually with a desperation level growing linear (or even exponentially) with increasing age. How do we choose our partner? Sometimes people (probably the majority is men) just use the eye for that and choose a pretty, handsome, sexy, attractive person. From my point of view this is the worst possible criteria, since outer appearance is the most obviously changing property. Is the love gone when the partner turns less good-looking? Can the partner be easily exchanged as soon as a better looking person is spotted in the crowd? The same goes for choosing partners by financial aspects or social status (rich or famous partners). But how about those who claim they choose their partner by "inner values" such as good character, smartness, or same hobbies and life philosophy? Even these things can change! When I love my wife for endless philosophical debates, and then she gets Alzheimer and doesn't even know me anymore, will I have to stop loving her? It seems like any kind of "reason" for loving someone makes the love conditional and instable. What is left? I believe (I must say, according to my own experience) the only way to find the "right" partner is to (a) make sure a kind of minimal basis of a "good match" (the partners have at least a few things in common so that they can enjoy sharing their lives), then (b) listen to and follow the feelings, which is the most important thing since this gives the will to love this partner forever and the vision to share the life until the end of days, and finally (c) constantly reflect the "inner self" at all time. Simply said: when you feel attracted to someone (but maybe even can't explain it properly), when you feel totally comfortable and peaceful in a person's presence, and when at the same time you can make sure your feeling is not an illusion created by superficial criteria (for example big boobs) or blinded by psychological phenomena such as desperation ("last-minute panic") or loneliness, then it might be that this person is the right one. The question is not what you love that person for. The main question should be if your feelings are the beginning of a flame that will grow into a "fire" of a stable love relationship. When this is established, love can flourish and grow as long as it is not pressed into too strict boundaries. This is the next stage: the early phase of a partnership, often going along with excitement. "Falling in love". I define this phase as that time between starting a partnership (with both partners agreeing ideally voluntarily upon being a couple) and facing the critical phase after the excitement is gone. According to Stendhal's love theory it is the time between phase 4 and 6. His six phases are:
ADMIRATION ("I really admire you as a person."),
BEGINNING OF DESIRE ("I think I'd like to get to know you better."),
HOPE ("I hope you feel the same way about me."),
INCEPTION OF LOVE ("I think I'm falling in love with you."),
CRYSTALLIZATION ("I see the beauty and perfection within you."),
DOUBT, FEAR AND/OR JEALOUSY, ANGER AND RESENTMENT ("You're going to hurt me or betray me like others have.")
The fifth phase is the most critical one in this theory. The way it is perceived and managed determines if a couple will "survive" the sixth phase or not. When the "beauty and perfection" seen in the partner is regarded as the "state-of-art" that needs to be preserved until the end of days, it is a case of conditional love. When in this phase the expectations on the partner are too strongly "directed", the relationship will break. When in this stage we are attached to the relationship and the idea of it, we will lose it. Love can only grow and follow on the "being-in-love" phase when the lovers let go of the "relationship" aspects and focus on the value of their love and the essence of why they are a couple. When the relationship is evaluated by its "output" (How much fun and pleasure is generated? Is my partner still the best/most beautiful/richest? How many hobbies do we have in common and how many times per week do we have sex?) 1000 things will be found that support doubts and fears to grow. Another aspect that should never be underestimated is that we often fail to keep up a relationship because of our own inner restraints and fears caused by childhood traumas, lack of love ability, and other past incidents that pushed us into repressing and denying our deepest feelings. The here-and-now approach might be helpful to shape the consciousness for love which I regard as the most crucial point. Love can only be unconditional when it is conscious, non-possessive and non-dependent. A first step would be to practice the awareness for our suffering (ignorance, attachment, resistance), to understand the difference between "being free from emotions" (terrible!) and "being free IN emotions" (desirable!), to deliberate ourselves from the slavery of thoughts and emotions and take control over them instead, and finally to make peace with ourselves. Only when we love ourselves we will be able to truly love someone else and appreciate receiving that person's love. But careful! "Loving oneself" must not be mixed up with "I am the greatest!". Also the love for oneself must be unconditional and conscious, with harmony and (inner) peace as the goal. Remember the worldview that stands behind: all is one, everything is connected (and in that undergoes constant change), there is only this moment. Loving oneself means in the first instance to be in the "here-and-now", taking the reality as it is, neither fighting or hiding the past or future nor sticking to them, making peace with our inner self and embracing the love that is shining through after resolving all fears and resentments. Loving the partner is the same: No matter how the love "started" (how the partner is chosen), as soon as this flame is there it needs to be nourished with actively establishing peace and balance, appreciating the partner's existence and the happiness of being together in this moment and all other moments. If two lovers succeed in reaching this point they don't need to "trigger" their attraction by sexy underwear, a trip together or "new things" to pep up their boring daily life. They won't argue on who has to bring the garbage outside or clean the toilet. They will never feel bored with each other because their conscious mental and emotional connection is a source for endless inspiration, like on the first day of their relationship. There is no thing such as "time". There is only this moment. And love is experienced in its most pure form when it is given and taken in that moment. Every moment. It helps me here to regard it from a mathematical point of view. Let's assume a "moment" is defined as one second. A day has 86400 seconds. So I can say I love my partner in 86400 moments per day, maybe in one moment it is expressed in a smile, in the next it shows itself as a gesture or a gift, another few moments is doing something together. In each second the love is expressed in a different way, so from moment to moment I can adapt my loving to the current form of love. Or with other words: I can fall in love with my partner over and over again 86400 times per day. Now we define a moment as 0.5 seconds, so there are 172800 moments of love (and of life!) per day. When we make a "moment" infinitesimally small, the number of moments per day reaches infinity, therefore the "chain of moments" becomes a "dynamic process of moments" and, therefore, one. Then we don't even need to define what is a moment on a time scale, but the answer is: now!
These ideas inspired me to make "Mantras" on love that I want to practice in my life. A Mantra is a kind of catchy phrase, a simple and short Motto that can be recited and by this internalised until it is mirrored in a person's behaviour and actions in daily life. This ensures that the intellectual thinking is put into practice rather than remaining mere theory. Since I was a teenager I often wondered if there is something "greater" than "I love you" to tell my girlfriend, because everybody sais "I love you" and it is kind of "worn out". From the idea that all we have is this moment, here and now, I take that this is the greatest (if not only) thing I can really give to my partner. Therefore, the biggest statement I can make to my partner is: "I am here for you!" (the first Mantra). When I give "my moment" to someone, my here-and-now, it means that person has my full attention, all my consciousness and awareness. I can't give more than that, nothing that is "greater". When I spend time with my partner I shouldn't watch TV, chat, talk on the phone or think about my job issues besides, but be with her with all senses. Also, I shouldn't make reproaches to her because of past incidents, or worry about future occurrences. We are here, united in love. Everything else is not important. This leads to the second Mantra: "I know that you are here for me, too! (And that makes me happy!)". My girlfriend (or wife) is by my side voluntarily since I would never force her to be. I can assume that she loves me, that she would never intend to make me angry, and that she would always be on my side same as I am always on her side! I believe that many couples fight because they forget exactly this! This creates the potential for reproaches, accusations, misunderstandings, etc. But above all should always be the fact that two partners love each other, seeking harmony and peace, and therefore are always "here" for each other. Again: I believe this is often forgotten because we suffer from the mind poisons (ignorance, attachment, resistance). Keeping this in mind when I feel hurt, misunderstood or mistreated by my partner, it is easy for me to know why (this is the third Mantra): "I know that you suffer!". "I know" in this case means something like "I am aware of the unavoidable fact that...". With this Mantra it is very easy for me to react on my partner with understanding, benevolence, patience and affection, at any time and at any place. Everything she does and sais, she does and sais because she believes it is right, because her thought and behaviour patterns tell her so, or because one of the layers around her Buddha Nature (oh... another "big" term I can't explain to the fullest here...) make her do. Directly from this I derive the fourth Mantra, probably the most important of all: "I know that I am suffering (and I need your help)!". Especially men tend to be totally unable to take criticism. A healthy self-reflection and the insight that oneself is suffering from the mind poisons the most of all can help to be a much more convenient partner. Many conflicts can be solved by admitting and accepting the own flaws and mistakes. Instead of preaching my own flawlessness I should rather ask my partner for forgiving my bad sides and helping me to work on them. Her feedback, constructive criticism and probably a huge amount of patience is what I need the most. Above all stands the idea that a partnership is conducted (without any outer force) in order to be or become happy together. The basic (never forgotten) principle of a partnership should be that both partners always have in mind to live in harmony and peace (both inside and with the partner).
I believe with this approach most things that should be self-understanding in a partnership can be achieved: sharing everything, being trustworthy and truthful (not hiding anything important from the partner), having good (= honest, sincere, open, truthful, peaceful) communication, being faithful, being interested in each other, paying attention to each other, making each other's life more beautiful. Some people say having a partner requires compromises and therefore limits a persons freedom. I don't agree. Everything is better with a partner! My partner is a source of energy, motivation and happiness! My partner gives my life a purpose! Therefore, my freedom is even higher with a partner! Many couples I know make a big mistake: They think "loving each other" means "binding to each other", like a chain or a prison, they are like one person. Later they complain that each of them has no "own space", no freedom. Most of them broke up. They had the feeling that they are "limited" and told me, their partner makes them feel restricted by the love. In my opinion "love" should never produce limits for the two loving people. It should make them grow and get happier! So love should not be a prison or chains, it should be like earth and moon: circling around each other, with strong attractive forces but both with an own atmosphere to breath. No one could exist without the other, but still both are individuals. There is always a kind of distance between both, but they are close enough to feel the other (like the moon influences the earth). I like the picture of circling around each other, like dancing. It is a kind of admiring and watching the other with deep respect and conscious love! And still both can move on their own and never have the feeling of choking.
All in all I can state that I believe in "perfect" love. It just must not be mixed up with having a partner who is perfect. Nobody is perfect. But the way of conducting a partnership, based on a "healthy" understanding of what love is, will decide on the success of a partnership. The necessary requisites for endless love are:
the belief in love
the readiness to invest energy into it (knowing that the harvest will be much more than the investion)
the willingness to face the own flaws and failures and work on them
Of course it is helpful to have a certain wisdom, the ability to form, understand and follow ethical values and virtues, self-awareness and self-control, and last but not least an open mind to understand and see through the daily-life aspects of love. For sure, not only philosophers or psychologists are able to "know" about love. Everybody can, with the "right" idea and vision...